She needs wide open spaces... room to make her big mistakes...

Pretty good day...

Did some luau shopping. Not much mind you, but ya gotta start somewhere. Won't be able to have it on my Birthday :( because it is the same night as my sister's graduation. Which means, of course that I will have to work. Kind of a round-about idea, but I work with my mom and only one of the three people that work there can have the day off. Argh. So now not only do I not get to celebrate on my birthday but I don't even get to see my baby sis grad from SIS. Argh Argh Argh.

Devised a great idea for not only a new book idea... but a whole 6-book series! I am so excited about it, and already sketched out the bare bones of it but I can't wait to really delve into it. I think this might be the big one!!!!!

Next week is grad week... don't really know if I'm going to take in many of the activities, but we'll see :)

Cinderella was such a wimp... just waiting around for the prince to come find her...

Mmm... Slept in late today. Feels so nice not to have to get up early :)

No big plans for the day... Initially I was going to go up West but I missed my drive... Thinkin' about headin' down to Charlottetown a little later... Possibly. If I can con someone into going with me. I hate driving alone.

Going crazy. I can't stand this numbness much longer. It's been 5 days... I'm really starting to flip. I've just been sitting here watching Dawson's Creek and chewing on my lip hoping to feel it soon. Lol. How pathetic.

Feels so strange to have NOTHING to do for the next week. It's all mine. Free to do whatever I want to... Headin' up to the cottage for a couple of days... get it cleaned up, I think. I've got quite a bit of writing done. It will soon be time to start sending out my MS!!!! Tres excited... And Moncton sometime this week... probably Saturday. I must be leading a pretty pitiful existance when Moncton is a nice change of scenery :) Still...

Mmm... I had such an amazing dream last night. It was soooooooooo great. It was one of those where you wake up and don't remember the content, just the amazing euphoric feeling... mmm... just a massive blast of happiness... what a great way to wake up!

I'm just another ordinary girl

Blah.

Today was very.... day-like. It was very beige. There are really no words to describe it.

I went with my mom and aunt and grandmother into Summerside. That was thrilling.

Started to eat real food again. That's actually a good thing. Getting sick of puddin' lol.

My lip and chin are still completely numb. I'm starting to worry that this might be permanent. That can't be a good thing. Panic-Panic-Panic.

Argh.

If I have learned one thing recently, it is to never let a grandparent meet any potential friend, boyfriend, whatever, if they are male they will not be forgotten. My grandmother was asking about me getting my wisdom teeth out, and out of the blue she asks, "Well, did he hold your hand?" I had no clue what she was talking about. Turns out she meant Patrick. Omg. She met him ONCE last September. And still, every time I see her she asks about him. And every time I have to tell her, no gram, we're friends. We were always "just friends." No, I haven't seen him. No, we don't really talk anymore. Argh. EVERY TIME. Sigh. I love her to death, I really do, but I wish she hadn't met him... Funny tho, 'cause I NEVER let them meet a guy... not ever. Sigh. And I wonder. How can she remember something like that when I have to remind her a dozen times when Graduation is? I guess it's just one of those facts of life...

In the presence of GOD

I always heard that the way that you spend New Year's Eve is an indication of the way the new year will be. K, so I never really believed in that... UNTIL TODAY!!! At 5 to 12 this New Year's Eve, a GOD walked into my life. I thought it was a fluke, until today, when he once again graced my life with his presence :D

Flying on cloud nine....

Only slight nerve damage...

I was sick all day Thursday. Was told it was probably just nerves, but I don't know. This is the third time since Decemeber and I've never felt like that before. The first time was Dec. 23. Then February 20. Then April 22. It came on so suddenly each time, and left after a few hours. The only time I was really stressin' was last Thursday. Sigh. Hope it's nothing serious. That is the last thing I need right now. To be sick.

k, So today, not feeling do hot. Got all four of my wisdom teeth out yesterday. THAT was quite an adventure. Thank god I will not have do to that again. I was doing fine. Most of my mouth unfroze by 3 yesterday like they told me. But my lower right side is still numb. After 24 hours. So I'm thinking this is the possible nerve damage that they were talking about. Here's hoping that it is temporary. I like to be able to feel my lip and chin! Am on more meds than I have ever been on in my life . I guess that's not saying much. Luckily, I have been a pretty healthy person. Except for poppin' the occasional tylenol every now and then. Plus the real fun part was the IV. ANother first for me. Fun. Especially since she had to do it twice. The first time my hand bubbled up 'cause she missed the vein. Ouch!

Argh. Well enough of all that fun stuff.

Sorta Forgot About This...

So close to being finished. Sigh. I can't wait. Grad pics are all taken. Hated all of them, but, unfortunately still have to choose one.

Last pub crawl last night... Up way too early this morning, but can't help it. Wish I had more sleep. Think I'm gonna go home and go back to bed...

Still feelin' pretty groggy...

More later... maybe.