32 flavors
ani difranco
squint your eyes and look closer i am not between you and your ambition i am a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some and i'm beyond your peripheral vision so you might want to turn your head someday you are gonna get hungry and eat most of the words you just said both my parents taught me about good will and i have done well by their names just by kindess i've lavished on strangers is more than i can explain still there's many who've turned out their porch lights just so i would think they were not home and hid in the dark of their window till i passed and left them alone god help you if you are an ugly girl 'course to pretty is also your doom 'cause everyone harbours a secret hatred for the prettiest girl in the room god help you if you are a pheonix and you dare to rise up from the ash a thousand eyes will smoulder with jealousy while you're just flying i never tried to give my life meaning by de-meaning you and i would like to state for the record i did everything that i could do i'm not saying that i am a saviour i just don't wanna live that way i'll never be a saint no but i will always say squint your eyes and look closer i am not between you and your ambitions i am a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some and i'm beyond your peripheral vision so you might want to turn your head someday you might find you are starving and eating all of the words that you said
so, chtown the other day was mostly good. we had a really grrrrrrrrrrreat time. got 2 new books.... killer summer and the true meaning of cleavage (not as good as i had been expecting), and a new shirt which i love, but i've learned it's not a good shirt to fall asleep in.
as for last night which was supposed to be spent at pat and willy's - it wasn't. blah. i decided to reschedule cause i really wanted mark to be there and then didn't he get off work early and could have went in the end grr. lol ah well t'is life, i s'pose. so instead of being in ch'town with friends i fell asleep at 5 last night, woke up at 11, went back to bed at midnight, and woke up around 10 this morning. totally well rested now - i had better be lol, i don't know if i could sleep any more right now if i had too. i definitely need to get back into a routine.
hmm - when i woke up last night my dad mentioned to me that the battery was dead in my car - someone must have left the lights on or something they said... but the thing is that the last time i used it was at like 2 in the afternoon... which would mean i wouldn't have turned the lights on which would mean that someone else was using my car, or something i dunno. other than that i guess i have to get the fan belt? replaced or something. *sigh* i just don't have the cash.
for today - i guess i will get my licence renewed IFF (if if and only if) i can scrounge up the money, i might have to wait till friday when i actually get paid. having hardly any money sucks. i really have to marry rich :P also, i had planned to write my anatomy test on monday but somehow that didn't get done. i should go up to the cottage where i'll have no distractions. (like food, heat, and enough space to turn around in :P) i dropped in for an hour or so yesterday to hook up the computer but i have abs-o-lute-ly no room for it. however, i did manage to hook up the old super nintendo and spent 45 minutes or so playing donkey kong. i miss the old days when we just all got together and did stupid stuff like that all day...................
tomorrow - guess that i will be working at le dairy for a couple of hours... ick. but hey money's money. anyway, it's just till 5. i'll probably head up to the cottage for a while afterward.
anywho, i'm outta here for now i guess.
ani difranco
squint your eyes and look closer i am not between you and your ambition i am a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some and i'm beyond your peripheral vision so you might want to turn your head someday you are gonna get hungry and eat most of the words you just said both my parents taught me about good will and i have done well by their names just by kindess i've lavished on strangers is more than i can explain still there's many who've turned out their porch lights just so i would think they were not home and hid in the dark of their window till i passed and left them alone god help you if you are an ugly girl 'course to pretty is also your doom 'cause everyone harbours a secret hatred for the prettiest girl in the room god help you if you are a pheonix and you dare to rise up from the ash a thousand eyes will smoulder with jealousy while you're just flying i never tried to give my life meaning by de-meaning you and i would like to state for the record i did everything that i could do i'm not saying that i am a saviour i just don't wanna live that way i'll never be a saint no but i will always say squint your eyes and look closer i am not between you and your ambitions i am a poster girl with no poster i am 32 flavors and then some and i'm beyond your peripheral vision so you might want to turn your head someday you might find you are starving and eating all of the words that you said
so, chtown the other day was mostly good. we had a really grrrrrrrrrrreat time. got 2 new books.... killer summer and the true meaning of cleavage (not as good as i had been expecting), and a new shirt which i love, but i've learned it's not a good shirt to fall asleep in.
as for last night which was supposed to be spent at pat and willy's - it wasn't. blah. i decided to reschedule cause i really wanted mark to be there and then didn't he get off work early and could have went in the end grr. lol ah well t'is life, i s'pose. so instead of being in ch'town with friends i fell asleep at 5 last night, woke up at 11, went back to bed at midnight, and woke up around 10 this morning. totally well rested now - i had better be lol, i don't know if i could sleep any more right now if i had too. i definitely need to get back into a routine.
hmm - when i woke up last night my dad mentioned to me that the battery was dead in my car - someone must have left the lights on or something they said... but the thing is that the last time i used it was at like 2 in the afternoon... which would mean i wouldn't have turned the lights on which would mean that someone else was using my car, or something i dunno. other than that i guess i have to get the fan belt? replaced or something. *sigh* i just don't have the cash.
for today - i guess i will get my licence renewed IFF (if if and only if) i can scrounge up the money, i might have to wait till friday when i actually get paid. having hardly any money sucks. i really have to marry rich :P also, i had planned to write my anatomy test on monday but somehow that didn't get done. i should go up to the cottage where i'll have no distractions. (like food, heat, and enough space to turn around in :P) i dropped in for an hour or so yesterday to hook up the computer but i have abs-o-lute-ly no room for it. however, i did manage to hook up the old super nintendo and spent 45 minutes or so playing donkey kong. i miss the old days when we just all got together and did stupid stuff like that all day...................
tomorrow - guess that i will be working at le dairy for a couple of hours... ick. but hey money's money. anyway, it's just till 5. i'll probably head up to the cottage for a while afterward.
anywho, i'm outta here for now i guess.
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