haven't updated in a while so... car broke, car fixed, me broke, me still have no money :P woke up ill this morning... have to leave in half hour for chtown, have a meeting at 1:30, haven't eaten anything yet... not ready for this stupid meeting. sigh. no word from the medical center yet. as of now, still no job. very grumpy and sick. perhaps more later, if i am ever happy and well.