Big News

Just got off the phone with my grandmother. She finally has her appointment for surgery. It's in two weeks in Toronto. I am so scared right now. I have this horrifying feeling that she is not strong enough right now to make it through. And I can't lose her, I just can't. It wasn't supposed to come this fast. We were supposed to have a couple more months... and more notice, I thought.

I guess it is all in God's hands right now.